peace. love. ___.

Lookin for that "reason" in life.

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My sis, Samantha, My mom, myself, & my daughter… A mother-daughter’s love is incomparable. Its the easiest, yet hardest thing any woman must go through. Its a relationship that will have its up & downs from day one. My mom & I had never gotten along, but the day my mom saw how the distance between my daughter & I was affecting us, it brought all 3 of us closer together. I moved back to my moms to continue my education & also be close to my daughter. I have never felt more complete in my life than I do now. I never would have realized that my mom’s love is what I needed to fulfill the hole I have always felt in my heart. I hid this incomplete feeling with alcohol, numerous attempts at having a stable job, ideas of running far away from everyone & everything, & I hid it with my hopelessly romantic relationship’s, that deep down, I knew were only for temp. Now I know that my daughter’s love & my mom’s love is what I needed in life. I have always needed them so I have a reason, a reason to be better. I need to be better than my mom & I need to set high standards for my daughter to be better than me at what she chooses to do in her life.

My sis, Samantha, My mom, myself, & my daughter…

A mother-daughter’s love is incomparable. Its the easiest, yet hardest thing any woman must go through. Its a relationship that will have its up & downs from day one. My mom & I had never gotten along, but the day my mom saw how the distance between my daughter & I was affecting us, it brought all 3 of us closer together. I moved back to my moms to continue my education & also be close to my daughter. I have never felt more complete in my life than I do now. I never would have realized that my mom’s love is what I needed to fulfill the hole I have always felt in my heart. I hid this incomplete feeling with alcohol, numerous attempts at having a stable job, ideas of running far away from everyone & everything, & I hid it with my hopelessly romantic relationship’s, that deep down, I knew were only for temp. Now I know that my daughter’s love & my mom’s love is what I needed in life. I have always needed them so I have a reason, a reason to be better. I need to be better than my mom & I need to set high standards for my daughter to be better than me at what she chooses to do in her life.

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Lady Gaga taught me Its okay to be different. Ke$ha taught me to be myself and not care what anyone else thinks. Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love. Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through. Taylor Swift taught me not every guy is going to treat me right. Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me. Bob Marley taught me to live my life in peace. Music taught me how to live.

(Source: under-siege, via yapets)